It figures!!

Talked to my mom last night and she told me that my MUCH younger cousin is preggy with her second child now. Well of course she is, damn it!!!!! She had her first dd a few months after I had Lydia. I had a feeling she'd probably be going for her next soon. She got preggy with her first after only a few months of marriage. She's only a month or so preggy and she's already telling everyone and has said she wants it to be a boy. What the hell!! How about just being happy you are preggy. Must be nice to be so sure that nothing will go wrong that you start telling everyone when you are so early in the pregnancy. I'd be pissed that I'm not the one preggy regardless of when I found out about her pregnancy, but finding out now just sucks even more. If either of my last 2 fets had worked, I would be having a baby in a month or less. I hate, hate hate being infertile!! I still want another baby and hate that I can't. I don't think I'll get over that I can't just get preggy and have another baby. It is so unfair!!!!!