Here we go again!!!

Last week I had a special u/s done to make sure everything is OK with my uterus. I have stage 4 endo and have a history of polyps, cysts, and fibroids. I was a little worried that there might be a problem with my uterus and my cycle would have to be postponed. Thankfully everything was fine and my cycle is full speed ahead!!! I did my first lupron shot this morning. I am so not looking forward to all the bad side effects that go along with the different meds, but I want another baby so badly. I'm preparing myself for this cycle to not work, but I sure hope I'm wrong and it does. Lydia needs a little sister or brother. We don't have any family where we live and don't have any friends with young children. I don't want her to feel all alone when dh and I are gone. On happier news, we have a mama cardinal who built it's nest in the tree right outside of Lydia's bedroom. We noticed eggs in the nest the other day. Whenever we go in Lydia's room she runs to the window to see the birdy. This afternoon when it was her naptime, I told her to tell the birdy, good night. She kissed the window, put her head on the window(this is how she gives something a hug) and then said night, night birdy! Too Cute!!!!!