BFN

Tested this morning, no great surprise it was negative. Needless to say I've been in a pissy mood all day. Oh how I want to somehow get a call from the clinic tomorrow saying I'm preggy, but I know I'm not. I'll go ahead and test akingagain tomorrow morning. I'm not taking the prometriumthough. Didn't really want to do them today, but did just incase. I just want to scream and shout. I can't even cry, I'm too mad to be sad. I went to ToysRUs and bought Lydia even more Christmas gifts, I've already spent way too much on her, but damn it! She's my only baby and I'm going to spoil her rotten!!!!