Call came

It's official, BFN. This sucks!!! I'm already getting AF cramps. Even though I knew it would be negative, I still wanted it to somehow come out positive. My nurse asked if we were considering trying again. After 5 failed cycles, I don't think so. Except for getting Lydia, we've had crappy results with IVF. Of course I'm so glad we have her, but it burns me up to ready about other ladies who get twins on their first cycle and then end up having more successful cycles. Or worst women who have tons of execellent embies that they don't want to use. It sucks and it's not fair!!! Can't remember exactly how many embies were created in the 6 cycles we had, I think it's around 30-40. Out of those only 11 made it to transfer, that sucks!!!! Thank God out of the 11 we got Lydia, I just thought we would have had at least 1 or 2 more babies. I hate IF!!!