Time goes by so slowly

It's only been a few days since the transfer and I'm already going crazy. Hardest part is doing something and then worrying that somehow I've caused myself to not get preggy. But then I remind myself that there's nothing that I can do or not do that will change the outcome. I've given up coffee in the mornings, and boy do I miss it. I've never been a big coffee drinker, just one cup to get the day going. I keep waking up too early, 6am this morning, so not having any coffee is really hard right now. I've been trying to not pick up Lydia which is really, really hard. Best part of each day is picking her up in the morning and getting a great big hug. Thankfully she likes to spend most of the day crawling up in my lap, so I'm not completely missing out on cuddle time with her. I have picked her up a few times today since dh is at work,, Each time I did have that, "oh crap, I shouldn't be doing this" thought enter my mind. But I know it won't really matter. 9 more days until testing, ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I bought 2 hpts yesterday so plan on testing the day before beta and the morning of beta.