Date set for cycle 6

Talked to my clinic and have scheduled everything for my next cycle. I started bcp yesterday. I will start lupron mid Oct and transfer(if there is anything to transfer) will be Nov. 10. It makes me so sad knowing that this is going to be it. I know darn well that this is just going to be yet another failure. Somehow I have to accept that I won't have anymore babies. I love Lydia so much and know how lucky and blessed I am to have her, but I still want another baby. I pray that somehow these embies will give us another blessing.