It's official

Clinic called, BFN no surprise there. I told the nurse how I wasn't spotting and she said it's because my progesterone level is nice and high. Nice and high, who gives a crap if I'm not preggy! She said if we wanted to try again we could start right away when AF gets here. I will ALWAYS want another baby, however I have absolutely no faith in our remaining embies. I know I'm suppose to trust in God, and I do, but I don't trust that these embies will give us another baby. Starting completely over with a new donor and a new fresh cycle is absolutely out also, I can't go through that again. So if we decide to not do another cycle I'm not sure what we'll do about our remaining embies. I do know that I"ll always wonder if just maybe one of them could have given us a baby. I really hate the thought of wasting more money, but I hate more not giving them a chance even if I think it won't work. Guess I'll have to see what dh is willing to do. I hope I can call the clinic and have them answer some questions I have and hopefully we'll be able to make a decision then.