HPT #1

BFN, crap!!! I really thought I had a chance since I hadn't had any spotting. So unfair, if I have to have a BFN then I wish I would get the spotting so that I wouldn't have gotten my hopes up. I'll test again tomorrow and Tues before I go in for the beta. I won't be doing the delestrogen shot Tues morning unless I get a BFP. I still want to be hopeful, which makes it even harder knowing that I'll just be disappointed. CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!