Feeling Hopeful

I'm starting to feel hopeful for a BFP. I know it's way too early for any kind of preggy symptoms, I didn't have any until I was around 8 or 9 weeks when I was preggy with Lydia. I'm really tired all the time, of course that could just be because I haven't slept well at night. I'm scared about getting too excited just to be let down. I also haven't had any spotting, which I had with my previous BFNs. No spotting is what has me most hopeful and excited. I wish I could remember when the spotting always started with my failed cycles. I know it could start anytime, but as long as I don't have any, it gives me hope. I plan on buying a home preggy test on Frid, now I just have to decide when to test. With Lydia I got a very faint positive 9 days after the transfer. Sat would be 10 days after the transfer, so maybe, just maybe I would get a positive then??? Oh how I hope so!! Please God let me preggy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And have a healthy baby.